(my heart broke when i realised i was not good enough)
that feeling where you were taken on the high road to achieve something greater than yourself.
(but it was not the plan he had for me)
that feeling of soaring so high because i THOUGHT it was the plan.
(but it really wasn’t the plan for me)
that feeling thinking it was peace.
(but it may not have been so)
that feeling when i hit the bottom.
that feeling of wanting it so bad.
that feeling where i lost it all.
that feeling of shame.
that feeling of loss.
so he took it all away from me, for the good.