072 what for keep so many?

what i feel like doing is bending my back and just going into a ‘crack all the bones’ mode.

am i jealous? maybe.

am i feeling left out? most probably.

what am i going to do? well i should be old enough to face this maturely. why do i have such a weak heart? just stop thinking about the unimportant and carry on with life. i just feel alone, maybe on this saturday night it seems like it is a cause. but i hate it when someone comes up to me and say, ‘i wanted to ask you out. we should hang out soon’ and yet when you could’ve done so, you don’t. what for really, if you don’t mean it then don’t bother telling me.

it hurts. why do i need so many friends for then? the lesser the better.


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