010 – the d word

scratch that all. i feel like everyone close to me is leaving again… they are just drifting further and further away. i feel pathetic. i feel lousy about myself after reading that text.

sincere love vs love that expects to be returned.

> i am nothing i say. the response: you are nothing if you say you are.

thanks so fucking much. i feel like i really am nothing. hurt and gone and lost. what is your motive for tell me that? were you there to stand by me to support me or just destroy me slashing everything i’ve got. each one of you keep using the word on me. how much does it fucking hurt? you have no clue. then each one of you get your girlfriend. how am i to react to that? why use that word against me?

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