It can totally be read in the same page, someone else has passed away, and I can’t get over it, it is pretty much haunting. I am only 16 turning 17 and 2 people I know have already moved on this year. I don’t understand why. I mean so much about death, it is a scary thing, and I am actually scared of it. Who can possibly stand at the edge of a building and look down and not think, what if I fall and just splat – die. There’s this shudder I get down my spine, and people out there can speak of death as if it is just simple, yes it is, but how can you not fear it?
I know God says to not fear death but I can’t help it. :/ I need to pray for more strength. After all, the word he provided me with this year was Strength. Sigh I guess there might be more things coming up….
I actually wonder and ponder, if I were to die, who will remember me? Because, Haley and I were in the same class for only about 6 or less months, but we were in ISP for 3 years together. Life then was just hi and bye. I think I was only a little part of her memory, but I was so sad. It made me even more frightful about death because you can leave anytime.